My Life Last Year (Mar 2013- April 2014) - In short

Laziness is my part of life now. I completed my year of not working on March 22, 2014. A year. For years I was running with not much of a vacation like this. As long as I was studying it used to be the Onam, Christmas vacations, 2 months vacations and some lucky holidays. When I was working it used to be 5 - max 10 days of leave for Christmas/Easter. That too if i were to ask our manager he would frown and make me feel as though I asked for something which I am not entitled. Uh... And I longed for a vacation. But it became kind of my life, like I believed that is how normal life is and normal jobs are, Until. Until I reached UK and see how much a person's private matters are considered important. It is normal here to take leave to be with your child. It is normal to take a holiday in between to be alone with your partner. It is normal to take a year or two relating to pregnancy. What? I got to rethink and reevaluate what I considered normal about life or job.
Now, relaxed is my normal. And relaxed everyday is leading to laziness. What I think is I have all day to do stuff and finally end up doing nothing except preparing dinner because my husband will be coming home hungry. 
I wish I have a job. I wish, but I wonder if I am doing enough to get a job. I do mail recruiters, but none seems interested in considering me for a role. 
I want to start a routine in my life now. Guess it is time. For all the non stop running I did all my life, I feel I deserved a break to relax and just be happy. And I got to say, I was more relaxed than I was during any point of my life. My happiest continuous period was this time I got. All is well and Thank God!